Sequoia Tree Seeds

Sequoia Tree Seeds

I sell various seeds that grew here in the yard.

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With every order I send a bonus gift.

If you have received the bonus gift of Sequoia Sempervirens otherwise known as Coast Redwood Tree and you have had germination luck, please notify me.

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BIG Balsalmic Moon realization

BIG Balsalmic Moon realization

Aquarius; I know, therefore I am.

The node transit of the moon currently Leo North/Aquarius South has me focused on other things – mainly paying the bills by my own means.

Recently, I’ve been back on Ebay platform.  At this point I’ve posted 8 vintage Playboy Magazine mostly from the 1970’s for sale.

I spent some time with the Playboy energy.  Rest in peace Hugh Hefner.

I appreciate you.

Hugh Hefner passed away September 27, 2017.  That following weekend I dreamt that I was at his funeral.  I hardly sleep nor dream so this stuck.

The other day I realized that I painted a rock over the summer with my kids with a black Playboy bunny on a pink background.  I went back in the photos and noted the date of this photo below:  July 6, 2017

Taking a closer look, this photo is poetry.  My special first born daughter painted the rock, Pray and Dream.  My special second born daughter painted the ghost onto the other rock.

A lot of love and a message all in one.

 

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We would take the painted rocks all over the area and leave them at the park for someone else to find and share.  I could never part with the pink Playboy bunny rock.  No place I thought of screamed out, leave me here.  Except for today.

The rock remains on my front porch.  It is a reminder to all who come that something larger than I works within this home.

Do not think for one second that prayers aren’t powerful.

Every thought is a prayer.  Prayers become things.

 

Hugh Hefner was born April 9.  He was Aries.

 

11/17/2017 UPDATE

The rock  is gone.  Like a ghost it disappeared.

 

Balsalmic Moon

Balsalmic Moon

PUBLIC NOTICE

Anyone who shows up for their massage having any alcohol in their system will be turned away.

Anyone who shows up for their massage beer in hand will be shown the door.

Anyone passing judgement about cannabis use will not be given a second thought.

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“If you haven’t tried it lady, don’t knock it.”

Anyone posting a job in Washington indicating a pre-employment drug screening including Marijuana as one of the drugs not allowed will not be given a second thought.

As a licensed professional in Washington state providing massage – I follow the CHABA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Act.

I’ve been stoned in every moment of time since 2012. I have an acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.

I run my own business.  I am a mother who feeds their children organic non-gmo foods.  I do not vaccinate just because.  The ‘doctor’ presenting reason to vaccinate must stake his career on the need.  I show up to school on time to pick up my kids and volunteer when possible.  I show up early and prepared to my appointment. I donate.  I pay my taxes.  I create things.

I do not take EBT nor receive benefit or compensation for my disability.

I pray for you and you don’t even know it.

Wellness, not intoxication.

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The balsalmic moon is the time when messages arrive from spirit.

 

Daydream of Future

Daydream of Future

Gratitude.  Change the tides.  I’m dreaming a new dream.

As it is, I have to pay to play – I’m tired & I quit.

The daydream of future is BE PAID to play.

Gratitude offers us opportunities to SEE blessings.

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What if someday we were paid to attend events at what we are worth? 

“Gee Mrs. Swanson we are so grateful you came to our space today and shared your energy and time and what you are trained to do with us.  Thank you for coming – here is your paycheck, and then also my gratitude…in the form of more than I anticipated for exchange.” 

Here is ALL of the “normal accepted payment for service”, and then we are grateful so we give you more.

Imagine a group collective seminar.  The group exchange of energy is one of gratitude.  The group attendees are honored and then given payment for their coming.

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In these times, in order to attend a live healing event, we have to pay to play.  You like other healers?  You must pay the money game before you start.  Then you are just a vendor.

Who then, decides who IS a healer?  Whoever takes the pre-event cash vendor payment.

That then would make EVERYONE a healer.

So why even go to a doctor if you ARE ALSO a healer?

If he is, so am I.

I want to make it clear I don’t call myself, healer.  I KNOW how to work with the energies of increasing vibration.  I work in tandem with energies greater than myself.

As a licensed massage practitioner in WA, I could get a job working under a “doctor” or inside a group practice with LAC and DC and other LMT.  They OFFERED me $30/hour for my effort.  They make an agreement with their people that THEY will be paid, and then I will be given a percent for my time and what I was trained to do.  So I touch THEIR person for 50-55 minutes and there is an agreed amount for that time-on service ($65-75 around here).  Then at a later date, I am given my earnings of the percent of the time.  I did all of the work. They pimped out my service and I used their equipment, air, space, and people so I must pay part into the collective.

If I took the offer, I’d honestly fixate on what is not working – which isn’t healthy.

When using insurance, the insurance company decides the reimbursement you receive.

I get ONE(97124) code for medical insurance billing.  ONE.  I cannot give myself a raise $$$ with those terms.  ANY other physician’s clinic can charge for everything, the building , the staff, the equipment, the time AND what the “doctor” was trained to do.

1 simple Emergency room visit used to cost $99.  In 2017 it cost avg. $2000 – $500 before you leave the building.  At earning $30/massage I would have to do 66.6  massages (non-stop hands-on hours) before I could have $2000.  If I worked 4 days/week doing 4 massage each day it would take me 4 weeks to make that amount of money.  For a massage person, that is close to full time.

That is 16 hours a week for a month focused my personal time and energy on serving someones wellness.  That is what my time and energy amounts to – paying off the hospital.

After 10 years of service and college loans I cannot pay back for this choice of career – this information can no longer be swept under the rug.

 

The insurance company decides.

They DO NOT PROVIDE ME WITH MY OWN HEALTHCARE INSURANCE.

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In my daydream, they are all grateful.  They dangle buckets more cash for my service than anyone. They provide ME with healthcare so that I can then turn around and deliver quality care to my people because I AM grateful.  My efforts are living gratitude.

In my daydream I am paid abundantly for my TIME AND WHAT I WAS TRAINED TO DO. 

Above and beyond income = above and beyond energy.

Tune into the things in life that have REAL meaning.

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When you receive a massage from someone earning a paycheck to pay the bills, the healing energy is different.  They bring personal motivation.

When you receive a massage from someone earning income to turn around and spoil you again and again with – the energetic comes from a different place.  The healing then comes forth.  Gratitude begets gratitude.

I have a clear heart and clear vision.

Begin.

 

On Thoughts – about others

On Thoughts – about others

Protect your thoughts.  Every thought is a prayer.  When I am given a picture of your face, or reminded of the essence of you – I pray for you.  I think kindly of you.  If Ganesh is an energy, I am asking for obstacle removal in your space.

Please do the same for me.  Thoughts create things.  When you think of me, boost me up.  When you think of anyone, give them a high-five in your mind.

Either that, or learn to forgive.  “I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me.”  Sometimes we are reminded of good reason to sit in forgiveness for the afternoon.

Spinning thoughts, opinions or judgments is not healthy for me or you or the multiverse.

When I am knitting, that is my meditation.  I am reminded often of reason to be grateful, and also reason to ask for forgiveness.

Every stitch I knit is a prayer.  Each complete piece is so much more than it appears on the surface.  Sometimes the knit piece looks better inside out.

If your thoughts were suddenly inside out one day, would you be proud to show them off to the world?  Or are they like mine, and just as beautiful on the inside as they are unique on the outside?

Kindly.