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Cannabis Confessional

I hold a Lifetime Prescription Rx for the use of Cannabis.  I have a permanent partial disability in my neck called acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.


When the WA cannabis access laws changed in 2016 – my Rx became null.

I used to grow my own weed.  I had an indoor room inside of the back of a greenhouse and it had two sections inside for my girls.  One section was lit 24/7 for the vegetation and the other section was a little larger and was the flowering room.  I had a system down and I could produce weed non-stop through the seasons.  Not only did I grow in the secret stealth room, but I also took advantage of the greenhouse.  When the greenhouse temperatures were reaching the extremes  – the girls were found scattered in the yard in plain sight in the bushes.  We had over an acre of property with over 40 empty acres in the back yard so we were never concerned about aroma spreading.

I enjoyed growing many variety of cannabis and found some easier to cultivate than others.  Juicing the cannabis leaves is part of my healthcare routine.  I had come up with my own way to cure the flowering cannabis.  Half of the girls were cured in the usual customary way.  Half of the girls were harvested and then submerged under water for 5-7 days.  The waters get changed out every day and then at the end of the time you take the plants out of the water and hang them to dry.  In a matter of days your weed will be ready to jar.  This water cure was created to allow for full plant extraction without cellulose and chlorophyl.  I just found that I did not want to apply green oil onto my body so I found a way to remove the green along with the heavy terpene overflow.  In a massage lubrication you want the benefit of the cannabis without the terpenes.  (this shocks many in the cannabis community.) You want to feature other aroma like lavender, patchouli or sandalwood.  Over time I learned that the trichomes are also matured in the water cure making for more of a body stone.


If you’ve followed this blog long enough you’ll know that I am also licensed to provide massage since 2008.  When you are injured, you want to find out how to heal yourself. I wanted to be surrounded by people that knew how to heal themselves and maintain health.  So I became licensed to massage so that I could also have access to personal wellness.

In 2013 I melded the two focus together.  Massage + Cannabis.  Massage oil with cannabis infused into it then massaged into the full body massage.  This was bliss.  I had several clients who survived cancer and understood the benefits of massage while in remission.  They were the first people I had proposed using the massage lubrication on.  These people were not using cannabis before the option to have it applied through their skin.

When those clients experienced the same results of relaxation and relief that I found while using cannabis in the massage creme I expanded my search.  I didn’t want to have to talk my clients into using cannabis at all.  I wanted to find those people who already understood the benefit of cannabis and had doctor permission to use it.

heal the sickweed

I located the WA Farmers Market and Sonshine Cannabis Medical Collective in 2013.  In the former medical cannabis access law, patients were allowed to come together and share their knowledge of how to medicate and what works for them.  On a donation basis, patients could share plants, seeds, flowers, concentrates, edibles, oils, topicals, tinctures, cremes, lotions, body oils, bath salts, mouth rinse, dog treats, and merchandise.

That platform was where from 2013-2016 I provided my professional massage to the medical cannabis community with cannabis lube.  Massage was already happening there before I showed up, but not legally.  I became the professional licensed massage practitioner with a lifetime weed Rx who also understood cannabis and what it could provide to the sick and injured.  This was BEFORE labs came onto the scene with their CBD/THC breakdown %.

In 2016 medical cannabis access laws changed with the vote of I502 in WA.  Recreational weed was created and cannabis farmers markets were out.

They created something called CHABA in WA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Aids Act.  This act allows for CBD and THC to be applied or used within the professional massage with THC amounts no more than 0.3%.  CBD can be applied.  Cannabis cannot be applied by a professional massage practitioner because the plant is still a scheduled 1 drug.

I purchased a sample of CBD from Tennessee hemp when the laws were changing.  IT was an expensive sample.  I have no way to know how to break down my little bit of CBD into batches that are worthy of calculating the amount of CBD in each creme.  I found a 1oz. sample CBD creme retailed for sale at $45.  There is no way that it makes sense to rub that 1oz. sample onto the body and expect it last for the full body session.

I’ve been advertising from 2016-now that I am a CHABA massage practioner.  But honestly, I have had 0 interest in it.  

I have 0 interest in providing massage at all.  If I can’t do it like I did before, there is no going back.  

I created an online school to speak with other WA licensed massage practitioners about this subject but I ran into road block after road block.

Right now everything has ended.  I don’t grow weed.  I don’t have a Rx for weed or do I want one.  The DOH Department of Health where I annually renew my professional massage license is the same location where they provide medical cannabis prescription and collect data.  I’m out.  No data for you – only that I have my LMT massage therapist hat on when I go there.

What I am seeking out is another state with better medical cannabis access laws.

I cannot move forward with what I have done and know is best because of the govt need to collect data.  It’s made me bitter and jaded and taken my wellness back in time.

No I am not a CHABA massage practitioner.  I removed that from my advertising.  I don’t want to.  What we need is this marijuana plant to be rescheduled at the federal level and then I can continue my healing work.

I WANT WEED LUBE like I know it.  I want to rub it all over your body and then give you some creme to use in between your massage sessions.

The intellectual property I know works will not die with legislation.

HOW was I able to provide services 6 hours in a row, patient after patient – applying the cannabis weed lube to the body – sometimes with EXTRA THC – and NOT BE STONED?

Because weed through the skin is NOT psychoactive.

We need more research.  I need weed grown for research and a team to back me up!

Give me a state with better medical cannabis access.  #wellnessnotintoxication

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36 months cell phone sober

I spent 20 years with a cellular device. I threw it away 36 months ago.

I spent 5 years smoking cigarettes as a young adult and the cellular device was much like that addiction.  The one habit reminded me of the other so I eventually had to remove them both.

I have a WiFi device.  Two days ago, the lights went out on it and now it won’t turn on.  This is another test I have not yet completed.

Once upon a time when I got that tablet, it was a need.  I had to have a device with google play so I could accept payment while on the go.  Currently, I want a device with a good quality camera that can upload photo onto internet platform quickly.  I have no need therefore no justification to replace the broken item.

My vehicle has navigation. My family utilize the landline telephone.  So far, so good.

#lifestyle    #communication   #success     #habit    #transformation   #distractionremoval

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A Vocabulary Without ‘WEIRD’

Weird   noun   1. FATE, DESTINY; especially: ILL FORTUNE   2. soothsayer

Soothsayer  noun  : someone who makes predictions about what is going to happen in the future. (prognosticator)  there is the origin gnostic again!

We have been given a language that cast spells.  Think twice before you use the whirrd (word) – WEIRD.  This word has turned up everywhere, has it not?

Stop this word cold turkey and choose another.  You are casting ill fortune because you couldn’t come up with a more specific definition of what your thoughts generate.  Listen for it during your day please.  Take that journey.  Check yourself.  Quit WEIRD.



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Balsalmic Moon


Anyone who shows up for their massage having any alcohol in their system will be turned away.

Anyone who shows up for their massage beer in hand will be shown the door.

Anyone passing judgement about cannabis use will not be given a second thought.

“If you haven’t tried it lady, don’t knock it.”

Anyone posting a job in Washington indicating a pre-employment drug screening including Marijuana as one of the drugs not allowed will not be given a second thought.

As a licensed professional in Washington state providing massage – I follow the CHABA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Act.

I’ve been stoned in every moment of time since 2012. I have an acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.

I run my own business.  I am a mother who feeds their children organic non-gmo foods.  I do not vaccinate just because.  The ‘doctor’ presenting reason to vaccinate must stake his career on the need.  I show up to school on time to pick up my kids and volunteer when possible.  I show up early and prepared to my appointment. I donate.  I pay my taxes.  I create things.

I do not take EBT nor receive benefit or compensation for my disability.

I pray for you and you don’t even know it.

Wellness, not intoxication.

The balsalmic moon is the time when messages arrive from spirit.


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Banks Lake Sunset

The solar eclipse was an event many people chose to view.  I intentionally felt the energy of the solar eclipse, rather than watch it through goggles like the rest of the gang at our family beach camping trip.

We had a beach party at Banks Lake, WA.  There were several people sitting with us on the beach watching through their trusted solar goggles, and giving the play-by-play. This was the first time as a family that we sat together and enjoyed the energies of the solar eclipse with intention.  It was brilliant.

STEAMBOAT ROCK SUNSET after the solar eclipse…

In the photo you’ll see a small person standing in the shallow sandbar way out in the distance.  That was me.  I did watch the beautiful sunset behind Steamboat Rock and that was my spiritual moment with the eclipse energies.  Some think day begins at sunrise, some think day begins at sunset.

The time after the eclipse was surreal and dreamlike.

Almost 48 hours after the most beautiful relaxing vacation began, the storm rolled in.  A story line from when Mars and the Sun were in Cancer came around again.



The morning of the storm, I was greeted by the orange rump bumble bee who first floated by me in the morning.  Once the clouds rolled in, an unusually large fly almost the size of a mini-hummingbird spoke to the group – mainly the one person going through transformation.  The fly landed on that person’s hip during a family bath in the lake.  That spiritual moment was so fantastic together as we cleaned ourselves with the waters of the lake.  The large fly was recognized and then it flew off toward the north.  Later on around dusk a deer strolled by and a heron landed on the top of a pine tree.  The storm blew in…..danced around….and was weathered.  We were all amazed and almost in a dreamlike fantasy.

Heron in the Pine Tree

HINDSIGHT spiritual thoughts

Just before we left for this trip I had found myself a new Sequoia tree in the valley on the way up to the Muckelshoot tribal part of Auburn.  Actually, that tree found me.  I wanted to get through a parking lot that I thought connected to Auburn Way.  I had to get last minute items for camping – mainly a battery powered radio.  Turns out the parking lot wasn’t a pass through and I had to make a U turn.  But during the moment, I looked up to see the most beautiful Sequoia tree.  This magnificent tree had 5 different tops from one base.  I immediately stopped the car and got out and touched the Sequoia tree.

Auburn, WA is significant to me expecially the history of the Muckelshoot tribe.  This city was once called, Slaughter, WA.  Many spirit were killed in the race for land.  There is a reason that I live where I do and why I work with the tree spirit.

That moment was significant as it lined up with the sabian symbols for the day.  This was from the Oracle Report the Saturday before the solar eclipse:

“many little birds on the limb of a TREE”

“a TREE felled and sawed to ensure a supply of wood for the winter”

The little birds need to find another tree — one that is not getting ready to be chopped down in order to be transformed by fire.



Today, break through.  Turn toward the new.  See the interrelatedness of all things.  Banish fear.  Embrace the beauty of a world undergoing renaissance.  Accept your place as a participant in that.  Take command of your own mind.  Set a course for a new tree — a new perspective.  Fly there with ease.


I have a feeling that finding my new tree helped me weather that storm.



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Cannabis Oasis Tacoma, WA – review

“Legal Weed” review.  June 26, 2017 we stopped in at the Cannabis Oasis in Tacoma, WA nearby the Tacoma mall around lunchtime.

Have your ID ready when you enter the business.  Once you establish credibility (21+years old), you can walk up to the counter and pick your selection.  From the left to right of the store you will find your concentrates/vapables, edibles, cremes, and then flowers.

We were not offered weed packaged inside plastic.  The gal behind the counter just asked us what we liked and then set some jars on the counter for us to look at.  You cannot open them and get the aromatics.  We picked Gorilla Glue hybrid for our go to med and then we picked Pink Cookies for our Indica.

The words on the wall were confusing and scattered everywhere.  I picked based on prior knowledge of the plant and what I have tried before.  The menu at this location was the only thing that I would adjust for better customer service.  I was dizzy trying to read the weed, $, amount or goofy weed name.  

Gorilla Glue Hybrid total THC is 27.05%, CBD 0.09% and total CBD’s are 27.1%.  Pink Cookies Indica total THC is 26.50%, CBD 0.09% and total 23.33%.

The Gorilla Glue has beautiful botanical aromatics when you open the cork from the glass jar.  The smoke is smooth and comes with a little choke when you inhale a large toke.  It packs a punch of energy and takes away body aches and mosquito bite scratching. We purchased 3.5 grams for $40.

The Pink Cookie came in a nice nug jug also.  One toke on this indica and my whole body melted to the floor.  I began to drool and sweat.  This couch lock lasted only about 10 minutes and then I felt a heaviness.  We purchased 3.5 grams for $40.

The 7 grams of weed lasted 2 of us 10 days or the length of my husband’s vacation.

In the pictures you also see our spoon of coconut oil…

weed first – massage next.

We spend our vacation high on weed and naked and slippery.  The two make for fantastic date night with the one you love.



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