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Another Perspective

I create therefore I am.  I knit, sew & crochet.

I just made this personal website. Only a few clicks there and you’ll see another side of me.

May it be another resume in my #portfolio.


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Massage Silence

Last Thursday I wanted to make a post on silence but I couldn’t find a photo.  The universe was listening because just yesterday the daily photo post was on the very same topic – photograph SILENCE.

Silence – the absence of sound or noise.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – the music fails.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – there is silence.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – a presence larger than I shows up.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – comfort is found in silence.


Do you make time for silence, or does silence make time for you?


If you pay for a massage service with me – expect to witness this phenomenon.

The universe supports me.

That is why this topic has spread in one week from my initial idea about this post – to seeing others around wordpress blogging about the same thing.

I’ve been giving only 1 massage in a day if someone schedules one.  They get the best of me and I give my best to them.  253-952-0311 – leave a message to schedule.

You could learn a lot about yourself and the nature of your reality if you studied the language in which you use.

via Photo Challenge: Silence

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BIG Balsalmic Moon realization

Aquarius; I know, therefore I am.

The node transit of the moon currently Leo North/Aquarius South has me focused on other things – mainly paying the bills by my own means.

Recently, I’ve been back on Ebay platform.  At this point I’ve posted 8 vintage Playboy Magazine mostly from the 1970’s for sale.

I spent some time with the Playboy energy.  Rest in peace Hugh Hefner.

I appreciate you.

Hugh Hefner passed away September 27, 2017.  That following weekend I dreamt that I was at his funeral.  I hardly sleep nor dream so this stuck.

The other day I realized that I painted a rock over the summer with my kids with a black Playboy bunny on a pink background.  I went back in the photos and noted the date of this photo below:  July 6, 2017

Taking a closer look, this photo is poetry.  My special first born daughter painted the rock, Pray and Dream.  My special second born daughter painted the ghost onto the other rock.

A lot of love and a message all in one.



We would take the painted rocks all over the area and leave them at the park for someone else to find and share.  I could never part with the pink Playboy bunny rock.  No place I thought of screamed out, leave me here.  Except for today.

The rock remains on my front porch.  It is a reminder to all who come that something larger than I works within this home.

Do not think for one second that prayers aren’t powerful.

Every thought is a prayer.  Prayers become things.


Hugh Hefner was born April 9.  He was Aries.


11/17/2017 UPDATE

The rock  is gone.  Like a ghost it disappeared.


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Balsalmic Moon


Anyone who shows up for their massage having any alcohol in their system will be turned away.

Anyone who shows up for their massage beer in hand will be shown the door.

Anyone passing judgement about cannabis use will not be given a second thought.

“If you haven’t tried it lady, don’t knock it.”

Anyone posting a job in Washington indicating a pre-employment drug screening including Marijuana as one of the drugs not allowed will not be given a second thought.

As a licensed professional in Washington state providing massage – I follow the CHABA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Act.

I’ve been stoned in every moment of time since 2012. I have an acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.

I run my own business.  I am a mother who feeds their children organic non-gmo foods.  I do not vaccinate just because.  The ‘doctor’ presenting reason to vaccinate must stake his career on the need.  I show up to school on time to pick up my kids and volunteer when possible.  I show up early and prepared to my appointment. I donate.  I pay my taxes.  I create things.

I do not take EBT nor receive benefit or compensation for my disability.

I pray for you and you don’t even know it.

Wellness, not intoxication.

The balsalmic moon is the time when messages arrive from spirit.


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Daydream of Future

Gratitude.  Change the tides.  I’m dreaming a new dream.

As it is, I have to pay to play – I’m tired & I quit.

The daydream of future is BE PAID to play.

Gratitude offers us opportunities to SEE blessings.


What if someday we were paid to attend events at what we are worth? 

“Gee Mrs. Swanson we are so grateful you came to our space today and shared your energy and time and what you are trained to do with us.  Thank you for coming – here is your paycheck, and then also my gratitude…in the form of more than I anticipated for exchange.” 

Here is ALL of the “normal accepted payment for service”, and then we are grateful so we give you more.

Imagine a group collective seminar.  The group exchange of energy is one of gratitude.  The group attendees are honored and then given payment for their coming.


In these times, in order to attend a live healing event, we have to pay to play.  You like other healers?  You must pay the money game before you start.  Then you are just a vendor.

Who then, decides who IS a healer?  Whoever takes the pre-event cash vendor payment.

That then would make EVERYONE a healer.

So why even go to a doctor if you ARE ALSO a healer?

If he is, so am I.

I want to make it clear I don’t call myself, healer.  I KNOW how to work with the energies of increasing vibration.  I work in tandem with energies greater than myself.

As a licensed massage practitioner in WA, I could get a job working under a “doctor” or inside a group practice with LAC and DC and other LMT.  They OFFERED me $30/hour for my effort.  They make an agreement with their people that THEY will be paid, and then I will be given a percent for my time and what I was trained to do.  So I touch THEIR person for 50-55 minutes and there is an agreed amount for that time-on service ($65-75 around here).  Then at a later date, I am given my earnings of the percent of the time.  I did all of the work. They pimped out my service and I used their equipment, air, space, and people so I must pay part into the collective.

If I took the offer, I’d honestly fixate on what is not working – which isn’t healthy.

When using insurance, the insurance company decides the reimbursement you receive.

I get ONE(97124) code for medical insurance billing.  ONE.  I cannot give myself a raise $$$ with those terms.  ANY other physician’s clinic can charge for everything, the building , the staff, the equipment, the time AND what the “doctor” was trained to do.

1 simple Emergency room visit used to cost $99.  In 2017 it cost avg. $2000 – $500 before you leave the building.  At earning $30/massage I would have to do 66.6  massages (non-stop hands-on hours) before I could have $2000.  If I worked 4 days/week doing 4 massage each day it would take me 4 weeks to make that amount of money.  For a massage person, that is close to full time.

That is 16 hours a week for a month focused my personal time and energy on serving someones wellness.  That is what my time and energy amounts to – paying off the hospital.

After 10 years of service and college loans I cannot pay back for this choice of career – this information can no longer be swept under the rug.


The insurance company decides.



In my daydream, they are all grateful.  They dangle buckets more cash for my service than anyone. They provide ME with healthcare so that I can then turn around and deliver quality care to my people because I AM grateful.  My efforts are living gratitude.

In my daydream I am paid abundantly for my TIME AND WHAT I WAS TRAINED TO DO. 

Above and beyond income = above and beyond energy.

Tune into the things in life that have REAL meaning.

gratitude stone


When you receive a massage from someone earning a paycheck to pay the bills, the healing energy is different.  They bring personal motivation.

When you receive a massage from someone earning income to turn around and spoil you again and again with – the energetic comes from a different place.  The healing then comes forth.  Gratitude begets gratitude.

I have a clear heart and clear vision.



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On Thoughts – about others

Protect your thoughts.  Every thought is a prayer.  When I am given a picture of your face, or reminded of the essence of you – I pray for you.  I think kindly of you.  If Ganesh is an energy, I am asking for obstacle removal in your space.

Please do the same for me.  Thoughts create things.  When you think of me, boost me up.  When you think of anyone, give them a high-five in your mind.

Either that, or learn to forgive.  “I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me.”  Sometimes we are reminded of good reason to sit in forgiveness for the afternoon.

Spinning thoughts, opinions or judgments is not healthy for me or you or the multiverse.

When I am knitting, that is my meditation.  I am reminded often of reason to be grateful, and also reason to ask for forgiveness.

Every stitch I knit is a prayer.  Each complete piece is so much more than it appears on the surface.  Sometimes the knit piece looks better inside out.

If your thoughts were suddenly inside out one day, would you be proud to show them off to the world?  Or are they like mine, and just as beautiful on the inside as they are unique on the outside?


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Banks Lake Sunset

The solar eclipse was an event many people chose to view.  I intentionally felt the energy of the solar eclipse, rather than watch it through goggles like the rest of the gang at our family beach camping trip.

We had a beach party at Banks Lake, WA.  There were several people sitting with us on the beach watching through their trusted solar goggles, and giving the play-by-play. This was the first time as a family that we sat together and enjoyed the energies of the solar eclipse with intention.  It was brilliant.

STEAMBOAT ROCK SUNSET after the solar eclipse…

In the photo you’ll see a small person standing in the shallow sandbar way out in the distance.  That was me.  I did watch the beautiful sunset behind Steamboat Rock and that was my spiritual moment with the eclipse energies.  Some think day begins at sunrise, some think day begins at sunset.

The time after the eclipse was surreal and dreamlike.

Almost 48 hours after the most beautiful relaxing vacation began, the storm rolled in.  A story line from when Mars and the Sun were in Cancer came around again.



The morning of the storm, I was greeted by the orange rump bumble bee who first floated by me in the morning.  Once the clouds rolled in, an unusually large fly almost the size of a mini-hummingbird spoke to the group – mainly the one person going through transformation.  The fly landed on that person’s hip during a family bath in the lake.  That spiritual moment was so fantastic together as we cleaned ourselves with the waters of the lake.  The large fly was recognized and then it flew off toward the north.  Later on around dusk a deer strolled by and a heron landed on the top of a pine tree.  The storm blew in…..danced around….and was weathered.  We were all amazed and almost in a dreamlike fantasy.

Heron in the Pine Tree

HINDSIGHT spiritual thoughts

Just before we left for this trip I had found myself a new Sequoia tree in the valley on the way up to the Muckelshoot tribal part of Auburn.  Actually, that tree found me.  I wanted to get through a parking lot that I thought connected to Auburn Way.  I had to get last minute items for camping – mainly a battery powered radio.  Turns out the parking lot wasn’t a pass through and I had to make a U turn.  But during the moment, I looked up to see the most beautiful Sequoia tree.  This magnificent tree had 5 different tops from one base.  I immediately stopped the car and got out and touched the Sequoia tree.

Auburn, WA is significant to me expecially the history of the Muckelshoot tribe.  This city was once called, Slaughter, WA.  Many spirit were killed in the race for land.  There is a reason that I live where I do and why I work with the tree spirit.

That moment was significant as it lined up with the sabian symbols for the day.  This was from the Oracle Report the Saturday before the solar eclipse:

“many little birds on the limb of a TREE”

“a TREE felled and sawed to ensure a supply of wood for the winter”

The little birds need to find another tree — one that is not getting ready to be chopped down in order to be transformed by fire.



Today, break through.  Turn toward the new.  See the interrelatedness of all things.  Banish fear.  Embrace the beauty of a world undergoing renaissance.  Accept your place as a participant in that.  Take command of your own mind.  Set a course for a new tree — a new perspective.  Fly there with ease.


I have a feeling that finding my new tree helped me weather that storm.