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36 months cell phone sober

I spent 20 years with a cellular device. I threw it away 36 months ago.

I spent 5 years smoking cigarettes as a young adult and the cellular device was much like that addiction.  The one habit reminded me of the other so I eventually had to remove them both.

I have a WiFi device.  Two days ago, the lights went out on it and now it won’t turn on.  This is another test I have not yet completed.

Once upon a time when I got that tablet, it was a need.  I had to have a device with google play so I could accept payment while on the go.  Currently, I want a device with a good quality camera that can upload photo onto internet platform quickly.  I have no need therefore no justification to replace the broken item.

My vehicle has navigation. My family utilize the landline telephone.  So far, so good.

#lifestyle    #communication   #success     #habit    #transformation   #distractionremoval

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Starseed Religion Today

We are born naked and without any programming.


At some point in our growth, we review our basic programs. Then we decide to see all of the programs available so then we can choose the best or the one that resonates closest to our inner knowing.

We can locate false light from true light.

Today’s starseeds locate spirituality in frequency and vibration. We understand, we inner stand, we over stand that love is a vibration and that cord connection to the divine are always there for us here on this blue Earth star. We connect with others through our terroidal field of resonance. We are creators.

When someone opens their mouth, the word exiting is channeled from a higher source.

It just is in new earth 2018.


Many star seeds journey through cycle transformations as they develop their relationship with their guides. Everyone you can locate in your field have a role and are working with higher source. Unnamed source but some call it a fifth dimensional version of yourself at this time.

The next generations will study all forms religious doctrine for their knowing. They may resonate with pieces of this doctrine and that one.

They will then conclude that love is everywhere and isn’t found within a program.

Future star seeds will love not having to bow or chant. Not having to memorize or repeat someone else’s written words in prayer. No longer following ritualistic ceremony. Not being told when to pray and what to eat. No more fasting with everyone else. No longer having a church in a building and a building to pay for and maintain. Not having to reach a certain amount of prayer on repeat to feel close to divine. Not being told what day is special or religious from any other day.


Star seeds surf the wave – cruise the vibes – and trust inner knowing.


We are having an experience on Earth in a water/mineral body suit. It is easy to leave the Earth suit – more challenging to stay.


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2018 All Planets Direct Journey

The Capricorn stellium of 2018 sent me on a spiritual journey. We witnessed many battle illness and new light energies with this stellium.  We were grateful that we knew in advance to prepare and stay well within this transit. All planets are currently in direct motion. That makes things even more special.

Lake Cushman, WA 1/14/2018

Let me first explain that at this time I fully do not understand why I needed to find out the latitude/longitude coordinates to these places.

Jeff and I celebrated 10 married years January 20, 2018.

10 years ago we were married at Lake Quinault, WA (lat. 47.4729 N  lon. 123.8683 W) nearby the valley of the giant trees.

lake quinault
Lake Quinault, WA (stock photo)

After our wedding, we drove to Las Vegas, NV (lat. 36.1519 lon. 115.4541 W) for our honeymoon.

Las Vegas, NV strip 1/29/2018

  1. January 12-14, 2018 we went with our friend and his girlfriend to a cabin nearby Lake Cushman, WA.  We spent the weekend under the trees.  By that Sunday I took our friend’s girlfriend to do yoga with me at the waterfront called, Hoodsport (lat. 47.4064 N lon. 123.1406 W).  My spiritual guru who holds a very important place on my spiritual counsel who is also Capricorn teaches yoga in Hoodsport, WA on Sunday and Monday.  My friend’s girlfriend is very sick and was in denial that yoga was the place to be.  Everything lined up for us even with unexpected events.
  2. January 16, 2018 we had a new moon in Capricorn.  The sabian symbol theme for the solar/lunar month is A LARGE AVIARY.
  3. January 19-29 Jeff and I left Washington on a spiritual anniversary trip.  We flew to Las Vegas, NV and rented a car so we could drive south to see friends.  I’m going to put the coordinates for the cities we stopped in down.

Las Vegas, NV   lat. 36.1699 N lon. 115.1398 W

Primm, NV   lat. 35.6123 N lon. 115.3880 W

Searchlight, NV   lat. 35.4653 N lon. 114.9197 W

Blythe, CA   lat. 33.6178 N lon. 114.5883 W

Phoenix, AZ   lat. 33.4484 N lon. 112.0740 W

Chandler, AZ   lat.  33.3062 N lon. 111.8413

Red Rock Las Vegas, NV  lat. 36.1519 lon. 115.4541 W

Seatac, WA airport   lat. 47.4502 N lon. 122.3088 W


When we returned home and life was back in progress in WA – I had errands to run.  On my list of to do was to drive to the mall for DoTerra Essential Oil blend.

SOMEHOW I ended up directly under the giant sequoia tree on Auburn Way S again on January 31, 2018 – the full moon eclipse day.  You can see my post from the August 2017 eclipse right here.  This tree has 5 trees that come out from one trunk.

For me it felt like I had been on a long journey and experienced some major energetics that I needed to deliver to the tree.  This is beyond my understanding .  We had driven over 900 miles in the rental car and had passsed through some important energetic grids on the planet.  Area 51 was on my mind while we were driving down the historic Hwy route 66.

~I have a spiritual story that has to do with Playboy and the Adult Video Awards that happened at the Hard Rock Hotel, NV January 26/27.   Sometimes we are called to be a shining light in a place of false light.  It was a culmination of energy that came from the summer time and re-visited us on our trip.  See my Playboy post here.  

~I have a spiritual story about meeting up with friends from childhood and delivering astrologic information to them to help them with their current predicament.  We hadn’t seen them for almost 12 years.  I felt like I was so far ahead in my knowing when I delivered this information so I hope that they can assimilate that information in a way that can help them.

~I have a story that is too personal to address.  It has to do with Absinthe 1/25/2018.  It has to do with the sabian symbols.  It has to do with my issues of personal insecurity.  Again, sometimes we are called to be a shining light in a space of false light.  The syncronicity was there with me in every moment.  Is this what you really want?  Here it is for you to decide right here, right now.  That whole scenario made my crazy come out.  If you need to know the details then you’ve never experienced the universe as I have.

~We witnessed a young girl and her friend hit and knock down a motorcyclist on Hwy 10 in Arizona.  I felt the energy coming from my hands before we saw it.  I’ve been in this space before.  All I knew is that helmets are not required in AZ.  This man came out with scratches and scrapes and he was given a second chance.  From this point on if he does not put a helmet on his head before leaving on motorcycle, then he is testing the universe.  In this moment he was at the fork in the road.  This moment changed the history for that young girl and her friend.  She will forever remember.

~In Arizona we had to stop and get gas.  We needed to use the restroom.  A gang of bikers was outside the building as we arrived – getting their gear on and leaving.  Someone before me had occupied the restroom and they had to have smoked some pills or meth.  The toasted almond smell was awful – and the sink faucet was left on running full blast.  My body knew that I was not in a healthy place.  I had to pee so bad that I couldn’t go fast enough and get out of that room fast enough.  I told the man at the counter that someone before me had to have been smoking crack or meth or something and from that point on, my road trip was a spacey one.

When we re-entered Las Vegas I felt my aura get HUGE and return into my body.  My heart pounding as fast as it could.  I had many heart palpitations on the trip.  I understand the new light energies as affecting the blood, circulation and heart space.

*Well – all that we experience, dreamed, witnessed – came to fruition.  I must have needed to deliver that to the tree at the eclipse.  I found that specific Sequoia tree just before the last solar eclipse in August, 2017.  We were to find a new tree and get a new perspective.

I am dreaming a new dream.  Currently I am at a fork in the road.

Where do we go from here?  Will we ever settle down on a specific energitic grid location on this earth?  Why do I need to study the latitude and longitude?  I have a reason through my own ET experience.

Maybe comment if you have a knowing.  Maybe in July 2018 I’ll have more understanding.


I’m waiting on Uranus in Taurus.  I see that our work will take us new places.






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A Vocabulary Without ‘WEIRD’

Weird   noun   1. FATE, DESTINY; especially: ILL FORTUNE   2. soothsayer

Soothsayer  noun  : someone who makes predictions about what is going to happen in the future. (prognosticator)  there is the origin gnostic again!

We have been given a language that cast spells.  Think twice before you use the whirrd (word) – WEIRD.  This word has turned up everywhere, has it not?

Stop this word cold turkey and choose another.  You are casting ill fortune because you couldn’t come up with a more specific definition of what your thoughts generate.  Listen for it during your day please.  Take that journey.  Check yourself.  Quit WEIRD.



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Great British Baking Show Sequoia

The giant Sequoia tree in the park where the Great British Bake Off is filmed was talking to me.

This show is filmed under a tent in Berkshire’s Welford Park. While watching an episode on Netflix, from time to time we see the tree.


Finding a still photo of the GBBS tent on the Welford property where the tree was visible was a challenge in itself. Actually these photos are stock photos and watching the show is a better way to find the tree.

I did some research and that tree on the Welford Park property was planted there in 1856. Mr. Charles Ross planted the giant Sequoia there to commemorate the end of the Crimean War.

We don’t know the age of the tree when it was planted, but we can safely say the tree is >160 years old.

In a grand perspective, this tree is young!

In season 3 Sue Perkins mentions the California Redwoods. A reference to Sequoia. Was that one of her comedic riff? Was that a serendipitous moment of Sequoia speaking to us thru her?

Or was that spoken reference to far away forest scripted by the network program? For what purpose, praytell?

We enjoy the BBC version of GBBS.  Currently there have been changes to the network for this show.  We enjoy watching Mary Berry, Sue & Mel and of course, Paul Hollywood.



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Balsalmic Moon


Anyone who shows up for their massage having any alcohol in their system will be turned away.

Anyone who shows up for their massage beer in hand will be shown the door.

Anyone passing judgement about cannabis use will not be given a second thought.

“If you haven’t tried it lady, don’t knock it.”

Anyone posting a job in Washington indicating a pre-employment drug screening including Marijuana as one of the drugs not allowed will not be given a second thought.

As a licensed professional in Washington state providing massage – I follow the CHABA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Act.

I’ve been stoned in every moment of time since 2012. I have an acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.

I run my own business.  I am a mother who feeds their children organic non-gmo foods.  I do not vaccinate just because.  The ‘doctor’ presenting reason to vaccinate must stake his career on the need.  I show up to school on time to pick up my kids and volunteer when possible.  I show up early and prepared to my appointment. I donate.  I pay my taxes.  I create things.

I do not take EBT nor receive benefit or compensation for my disability.

I pray for you and you don’t even know it.

Wellness, not intoxication.

The balsalmic moon is the time when messages arrive from spirit.


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Daydream of Future

Gratitude.  Change the tides.  I’m dreaming a new dream.

As it is, I have to pay to play – I’m tired & I quit.

The daydream of future is BE PAID to play.

Gratitude offers us opportunities to SEE blessings.


What if someday we were paid to attend events at what we are worth? 

“Gee Mrs. Swanson we are so grateful you came to our space today and shared your energy and time and what you are trained to do with us.  Thank you for coming – here is your paycheck, and then also my gratitude…in the form of more than I anticipated for exchange.” 

Here is ALL of the “normal accepted payment for service”, and then we are grateful so we give you more.

Imagine a group collective seminar.  The group exchange of energy is one of gratitude.  The group attendees are honored and then given payment for their coming.


In these times, in order to attend a live healing event, we have to pay to play.  You like other healers?  You must pay the money game before you start.  Then you are just a vendor.

Who then, decides who IS a healer?  Whoever takes the pre-event cash vendor payment.

That then would make EVERYONE a healer.

So why even go to a doctor if you ARE ALSO a healer?

If he is, so am I.

I want to make it clear I don’t call myself, healer.  I KNOW how to work with the energies of increasing vibration.  I work in tandem with energies greater than myself.

As a licensed massage practitioner in WA, I could get a job working under a “doctor” or inside a group practice with LAC and DC and other LMT.  They OFFERED me $30/hour for my effort.  They make an agreement with their people that THEY will be paid, and then I will be given a percent for my time and what I was trained to do.  So I touch THEIR person for 50-55 minutes and there is an agreed amount for that time-on service ($65-75 around here).  Then at a later date, I am given my earnings of the percent of the time.  I did all of the work. They pimped out my service and I used their equipment, air, space, and people so I must pay part into the collective.

If I took the offer, I’d honestly fixate on what is not working – which isn’t healthy.

When using insurance, the insurance company decides the reimbursement you receive.

I get ONE(97124) code for medical insurance billing.  ONE.  I cannot give myself a raise $$$ with those terms.  ANY other physician’s clinic can charge for everything, the building , the staff, the equipment, the time AND what the “doctor” was trained to do.

1 simple Emergency room visit used to cost $99.  In 2017 it cost avg. $2000 – $500 before you leave the building.  At earning $30/massage I would have to do 66.6  massages (non-stop hands-on hours) before I could have $2000.  If I worked 4 days/week doing 4 massage each day it would take me 4 weeks to make that amount of money.  For a massage person, that is close to full time.

That is 16 hours a week for a month focused my personal time and energy on serving someones wellness.  That is what my time and energy amounts to – paying off the hospital.

After 10 years of service and college loans I cannot pay back for this choice of career – this information can no longer be swept under the rug.


The insurance company decides.



In my daydream, they are all grateful.  They dangle buckets more cash for my service than anyone. They provide ME with healthcare so that I can then turn around and deliver quality care to my people because I AM grateful.  My efforts are living gratitude.

In my daydream I am paid abundantly for my TIME AND WHAT I WAS TRAINED TO DO. 

Above and beyond income = above and beyond energy.

Tune into the things in life that have REAL meaning.

gratitude stone


When you receive a massage from someone earning a paycheck to pay the bills, the healing energy is different.  They bring personal motivation.

When you receive a massage from someone earning income to turn around and spoil you again and again with – the energetic comes from a different place.  The healing then comes forth.  Gratitude begets gratitude.

I have a clear heart and clear vision.