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Cannabis Confessional

I hold a Lifetime Prescription Rx for the use of Cannabis.  I have a permanent partial disability in my neck called acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.


When the WA cannabis access laws changed in 2016 – my Rx became null.

I used to grow my own weed.  I had an indoor room inside of the back of a greenhouse and it had two sections inside for my girls.  One section was lit 24/7 for the vegetation and the other section was a little larger and was the flowering room.  I had a system down and I could produce weed non-stop through the seasons.  Not only did I grow in the secret stealth room, but I also took advantage of the greenhouse.  When the greenhouse temperatures were reaching the extremes  – the girls were found scattered in the yard in plain sight in the bushes.  We had over an acre of property with over 40 empty acres in the back yard so we were never concerned about aroma spreading.

I enjoyed growing many variety of cannabis and found some easier to cultivate than others.  Juicing the cannabis leaves is part of my healthcare routine.  I had come up with my own way to cure the flowering cannabis.  Half of the girls were cured in the usual customary way.  Half of the girls were harvested and then submerged under water for 5-7 days.  The waters get changed out every day and then at the end of the time you take the plants out of the water and hang them to dry.  In a matter of days your weed will be ready to jar.  This water cure was created to allow for full plant extraction without cellulose and chlorophyl.  I just found that I did not want to apply green oil onto my body so I found a way to remove the green along with the heavy terpene overflow.  In a massage lubrication you want the benefit of the cannabis without the terpenes.  (this shocks many in the cannabis community.) You want to feature other aroma like lavender, patchouli or sandalwood.  Over time I learned that the trichomes are also matured in the water cure making for more of a body stone.


If you’ve followed this blog long enough you’ll know that I am also licensed to provide massage since 2008.  When you are injured, you want to find out how to heal yourself. I wanted to be surrounded by people that knew how to heal themselves and maintain health.  So I became licensed to massage so that I could also have access to personal wellness.

In 2013 I melded the two focus together.  Massage + Cannabis.  Massage oil with cannabis infused into it then massaged into the full body massage.  This was bliss.  I had several clients who survived cancer and understood the benefits of massage while in remission.  They were the first people I had proposed using the massage lubrication on.  These people were not using cannabis before the option to have it applied through their skin.

When those clients experienced the same results of relaxation and relief that I found while using cannabis in the massage creme I expanded my search.  I didn’t want to have to talk my clients into using cannabis at all.  I wanted to find those people who already understood the benefit of cannabis and had doctor permission to use it.

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I located the WA Farmers Market and Sonshine Cannabis Medical Collective in 2013.  In the former medical cannabis access law, patients were allowed to come together and share their knowledge of how to medicate and what works for them.  On a donation basis, patients could share plants, seeds, flowers, concentrates, edibles, oils, topicals, tinctures, cremes, lotions, body oils, bath salts, mouth rinse, dog treats, and merchandise.

That platform was where from 2013-2016 I provided my professional massage to the medical cannabis community with cannabis lube.  Massage was already happening there before I showed up, but not legally.  I became the professional licensed massage practitioner with a lifetime weed Rx who also understood cannabis and what it could provide to the sick and injured.  This was BEFORE labs came onto the scene with their CBD/THC breakdown %.

In 2016 medical cannabis access laws changed with the vote of I502 in WA.  Recreational weed was created and cannabis farmers markets were out.

They created something called CHABA in WA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Aids Act.  This act allows for CBD and THC to be applied or used within the professional massage with THC amounts no more than 0.3%.  CBD can be applied.  Cannabis cannot be applied by a professional massage practitioner because the plant is still a scheduled 1 drug.

I purchased a sample of CBD from Tennessee hemp when the laws were changing.  IT was an expensive sample.  I have no way to know how to break down my little bit of CBD into batches that are worthy of calculating the amount of CBD in each creme.  I found a 1oz. sample CBD creme retailed for sale at $45.  There is no way that it makes sense to rub that 1oz. sample onto the body and expect it last for the full body session.

I’ve been advertising from 2016-now that I am a CHABA massage practioner.  But honestly, I have had 0 interest in it.  

I have 0 interest in providing massage at all.  If I can’t do it like I did before, there is no going back.  

I created an online school to speak with other WA licensed massage practitioners about this subject but I ran into road block after road block.

Right now everything has ended.  I don’t grow weed.  I don’t have a Rx for weed or do I want one.  The DOH Department of Health where I annually renew my professional massage license is the same location where they provide medical cannabis prescription and collect data.  I’m out.  No data for you – only that I have my LMT massage therapist hat on when I go there.

What I am seeking out is another state with better medical cannabis access laws.

I cannot move forward with what I have done and know is best because of the govt need to collect data.  It’s made me bitter and jaded and taken my wellness back in time.

No I am not a CHABA massage practitioner.  I removed that from my advertising.  I don’t want to.  What we need is this marijuana plant to be rescheduled at the federal level and then I can continue my healing work.

I WANT WEED LUBE like I know it.  I want to rub it all over your body and then give you some creme to use in between your massage sessions.

The intellectual property I know works will not die with legislation.

HOW was I able to provide services 6 hours in a row, patient after patient – applying the cannabis weed lube to the body – sometimes with EXTRA THC – and NOT BE STONED?

Because weed through the skin is NOT psychoactive.

We need more research.  I need weed grown for research and a team to back me up!

Give me a state with better medical cannabis access.  #wellnessnotintoxication

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Massage Silence

Last Thursday I wanted to make a post on silence but I couldn’t find a photo.  The universe was listening because just yesterday the daily photo post was on the very same topic – photograph SILENCE.

Silence – the absence of sound or noise.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – the music fails.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – there is silence.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – a presence larger than I shows up.

Most often during a massage that I give to anyone – comfort is found in silence.


Do you make time for silence, or does silence make time for you?


If you pay for a massage service with me – expect to witness this phenomenon.

The universe supports me.

That is why this topic has spread in one week from my initial idea about this post – to seeing others around wordpress blogging about the same thing.

I’ve been giving only 1 massage in a day if someone schedules one.  They get the best of me and I give my best to them.  253-952-0311 – leave a message to schedule.

You could learn a lot about yourself and the nature of your reality if you studied the language in which you use.

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Astrology Basics

Describe the energy around you.   Do you notice the activity of the moon when you are not near waters affected by the tide?  Can you sense a void moon?  What is a void moon? What clues are you given when planets change from one sign to another?

What is the most important thing that you need to let someone know about your own light?  Your own light would be the energy of the planetary placement at the time of your birth.  You can look up your natal chart and often find that information free – however sometimes the free natal chart information varies and speaking with a real astrologer can set the table for a future of understanding planetary energies in motion.

The art of your humanity is my philanthropic approach.

In this next section we will discuss the basics of astrology – the sun and moon.  We also outline the basic 12 astrological signs and houses.  Study this information.  The goal is to know as much you can about each because the advanced astrologer puts the planets into motion.

“He who does not understand astrology is not a doctor, but a fool.” – Hippocrates


Recently, I started an online educational platform and one of the class that I am preparing for webinar is Astrology Basics.  To understand your humanity, you must see the tools above in the sky.  Astrology is ancient.  In technological 2018, this ancient tool has been overlooked.  Honestly, I am ready to move on from this ancient tool into a new dimension – but the rest of consciousness isn’t ready for me to move on yet.

Here is a first part that we are working on.  When reading through the 12 items on the list, ask yourself a few questions and take a journey.

  1.  What energy does this time of the year bring?  It often helps to imagine the fruit tree seed.  It sprouts in the early spring sometime after the last frost.  Then it works hard to develop strong roots.  Sometime after equal day, equal night the days get longer and the temperatures rise.  This is the time for growth to foundation.  The summer brings buds that must flower to produce fruit.  Before the long winter, the fruits emerge in abundance.  The fruits fall, the leaves fall, and the plant goes quiet for the long winter before the next growing season.
  2. What planet is associated with each astrological sign?
  3. When looking through a list of people born under each sign, can you place yourself inside that energy?  Are you like they? 
  4. What is your sun sign, what is your moon sign? – we will begin there.

If the skies are a big clock – then imagine Earth as our spaceship.  The moon moves approximately 30 degrees every 2-2.5 days.  Before moving to the next astrological sign, the moon goes void and does not move.  We call this the void moon.  Can you feel when it moves or when it is stopped?   Can you sense the tides change without looking at the tide schedule or being nearby water?

The moon is our “day” clock.

In 28-30 days we will experience the emotional energetics disseminate and pass through each of the 12 astrological signs.  We will experience different energies and emotions every 2-2.5 days.  During the time the moon disseminates the energies over the 2-2.5 days, imagine a bell curve.  The energy picks up, has a peak, and then settles back before going void and then eventually picking up the energy of the next astrological sign.  Imagine a tide or a wave.

Clinical disorders that people place themselves into like – BIPOLAR disorder for example – could just be a manifestation of the moon and the emotional energy each day or two brings.


The moon moves through all 12 astrological signs within one moon cycle from new moon to new moon.  We look at the beginning of the wheel as the sign of Aries.  The new year begins when the moon and the sun meet in the sign of Aries called the new moon.

A new moon is when the sun and moon meet in one astrological sign.

The full moon is when the moon is opposite the sun (180 degrees from the new moon point).

The sun moves through the 12 signs every 28-30 days.  It moves from one 30 degree astrological sign to another. This totals a 360 degree astrological mandala.

The sun is our “month” clock.

Let us begin here.


Please review the following information and think about what that means to you and your personal path.

Aries                March 21 – April 20        The Ram           Mars     Cardinal            Fire

1st house, I am; how others see me.

Opposite LIBRA – highlights emotional aspect of libra, strongest at full moon.

Aries are great thinkers with personal drive magnetism.  They are brave, make good use of the body, and enjoy challenges.  Their warmth and courage tower over their shadow of impulse, aggression and impatience. This is the first sign, so the Aries competitive drive is for number one. They love new challenges and taking risks. Aries shows up in entertainment as singers, comedians and actors.

Leonardo Da Vinci

Adolph Hitler

Hugh M. Hefner

Mariah Carey

Bill Shatner

Charlie Chaplin

Maya Angelou


Taurus             April 21 – May 21          The Bull                        Venus       Fixed                Earth

2nd house, I have; your own resources & self worth

Opposite SCORPIO – highlights emotional aspect of scorpio, strongest @ full moon.

Taurus are patient, reliable and grounded. They are great friends. Taurus can be very sensual and artistic. Venus rules money and beauty.  Taurus have a talent for earning and organizing money.  Taurus work their energy through the physical and we find stubbornness or jealousy in shadow.  Taurus shows up in professional sports like boxing, basketball and football.

Tina Fey

Janet Jackson

Cam Newton

George Lucas

Shirley Temple

Barbara Streisand

Saddam Hussein


Gemini             May 21 – June 20          Twins (two faced)          Mercury (communication)                                                                        Mutable                           Air

3rd house, I think; mental abilities and communication

Opposite Sagittarius – highlights emotional aspect of Sagittarius, strongest @ full moon.

Gemini are the genius, but watch for a double edge sword.  They are clever and two faced in shadow.  There is a deep urge for self expression with gemini.  This air sign is mutable so it flows with the breeze.  Gemini rules the throat area so the energy is favorable for a food lover.  Famous gemini are writers, criminals, composers, comedians, actors and artists.

Joan Rivers

Sandra Bernhard

Marilyn Monroe

Anne Frank

Jacques Cousteau

Amy Schumer

Walt Whitman

George HW Bush

Jeffrey Dahmer

Dean Martin


Cancer             June 21 – July 22          The Crab           Moon (emotions)  Cardinal         water

4th house, I feel; family and psychological foundations.

Opposite Capricorn, highlights emotional aspect of Cap. Esp. @ full moon.

Cancer are the sensitive emotional group.  They are self-protective and rooted in family and tradition.  They can be extremely generous at times. The crab can be found hiding under their shell in shadow.  Cancer like routine. They love affection and are passionate lovers.

Tom Hanks

OJ Simpson

Robin Williams

Tom Cruise

Prince William

Nelson Mandela

George W. Bush

Mel Brooks


Leo                  July 23 – August 22       The Lion (king of beasts)                    The Sun                                                                                     Fixed                                                      Fire

5th house, I will; creation and self-expression

Opposite Aquarius, highlights emotional aspect of Aquarius, esp. @ full moon.

The Leo are thinkers first and foremost.  They enjoy a full body workout, a pleasurable snack, and a long nap.  Leo have courage to create, are dignified and cloaked with affection. The Leo is a natural leader and a team player. Leo can accomplish a lot when they follow their ambitions.


Louis Vuitton

Coco Chanel

Whitney Houston

Charlize Theron

Ben Afflek

JK Rowling

Bill Clinton


Virgo                August 23 – Sept 22      The mother/woman        Mercury

Mutable                              Earth

6th house, I analyze; routine, habits and hygiene

Opposite PISCES – highlights the emotional aspect of Pisces, esp. @ full moon.

Virgo are the physician.  Mercury rules communication as well as this sign.  Nit-picky Virgo will tell you how it is and the way they got to that conclusion.  They analyze and make great astrologers.  Virgo are body aware, useful, respectable and appreciated.

Michael Jackson


Mother Theresa

Jimmy Fallon

Anne Ortelee

David Copperfield

Jeff Foxworthy

Andrea Bocelli

Bashar al-Assad (Syrian president)


Libra                September 23 – October 22       The Scales        Venus (beauty)

Cardinal            Air

7th house, I balance; public and partnership

Opposite ARIES, highlights the emotional aspect of Aries (1st house)

Libra enjoy balance and equality and fairness.  Libras are very aware of injustice for others. They are sociable, intellectual and peace loving.  They are nurturing to all and enjoy equality and find harmony in that.

John Lennon

David Cameron

Randy Quaid

Russell Simmons

Sharon Osborne

Martina Navratilova (tennis)

Mahatma Ghandi

Vladmir Putin

Jimmy Carter

Will Smith


Scorpio                        October 23 – Nov 21     The Scorpion/The Phoenix         Pluto/Mars

Fixed                                        water

8th house, I desire/create; transformation & support from other people

Opposite TAURUS, highlights the emotional aspect of Taurus (2nd house)

Scorpio strive for something larger.  They are cunning, courageous and powerful.  The scorpion stings and can be revengeful or intense in shadow.  Scorpio energy can be sexual.  A Scorpio makes a great surgeon because it brings out things from the depths like the phoenix rising from the ashes.

Hillary Clinton

John Gottti

Carl Sagan

Demi Moore

Bill Gates


Danny Devito

Roseanne Barr

Puff Daddy

Chief Seattle


Sagittarius                   Nov. 22 – Dec 21          The Archer        Jupiter (expansion)

Mutable             Fire

9th house, I perceive; philanthropy, long distance travel, spirituality

Opposite GEMINI, highlights the emotional aspect of GEMINI (3rd house)

Sagittarius are very straightforward.  They have a purpose or a direction for their humanitarian or philanthropic endeavours.  Sagittarius enjoy a sense of freedom and standing firm in who they are and what they came to do. But they wander They communicate effectively to the mass and are influencial.

Frank Sinatra



Sinead O’Connor

Dick Clark

Jimi Hendrix

Jon Stewart

Mark Twain

Emily Dickinson


Capricorn                     December 22 – January 19         The Goat         Saturn (kronos, time)                                                                                                   Cardinal          Earth

10th house, I use; public life, ambitions, fame or social status

Opposite CANCER – emotions highlighted from (4th house)

The disciplined goat is agile, surefooted and constant.  This introvert is very ambitious with a get it done attitude.  Capricorn can be stubborn in shadow.  Capricorn are the leader or the coach.

Kim Jong-UN

Alvin Ailey

David Bowie

Howard Stern

Anthony Hopkins

Betty White

Katie Couric

Edgar Allan Poe

Eddie Vedder

Dave Matthews

George Burns

Jack Hanna

JRR Tolkein


Aquarius                      Jan 20 – Feb 18            The Waterbearer          Uranus

Fixed                              Air

11th house, I know; freedom, groups of people, humanity, crowd control

Opposite LEO, highlights emotions from LEO (5th house) esp. on full moon

Aquarius can be aloof and somewhat detached even though they rule groups of people.  Aquarius is more like crowd control by being the shining star of the group.  Aquarius have a vision, are very clever, witty and observant.  You can expect the unexpected with Aquarius energy because it is ruled by Uranus.  Uranus is the only planet in our solar system we see rotate in a different direction than the others.  Aquarius strive to individuate their consciousness from that of the collective.  It isn’t always what Aquarius know, but sometimes more about who they know.  They are the water bearer, but it isn’t water they throw, it is energy.

Paris Hilton

Vanna White




Bob Marley

Ashton Kutcher


Jackson Pollock


Molly Ringwald

Abe Lincoln

Hank Aaron

Jerry Springer

Charles Darwin

Matt Groening

Kim Jong II

Anna Swanson (me)

Pisces                   Feb 19 – Mar 20                  The Fish                Neptune

Mutable                 Water

12th house, I believe; spirituality, hidden realm, subconscious

Opposite VIRGO – highlights emotions from (6th house) esp. on a full moon

The little fish in the big ocean knows not much about territory.  They go with the current.  With Neptune as their ruler they can “tune in” to spiritual realms – like a tuna fish.  They say Jesus walked in the Pisces Era.  Pisces are intuitive and understanding and can be a little dreamy at times.

Dr. Seuss

Chief Joseph

Albert Einstein

Elizabeth Taylor

Flavor Flav

Liza Minnelli

Ansel Adams

Edward Gorey

Johnny Cash

John Wayne Gacy

Chris Martin


Some of the information didn’t format well but it will look a lot better when I can load it onto my school platform.

When you understand this information, we will look deeper into the other planets, their energies, and where they are currently located.  You will need to understand how fast they move, their route, and the degree they are sitting in the sky.

WHY is this stuff important?  If you understand how the energies affect you today, you can forsee tomorrow.  You know when the energy is strong in the different house placements and you will be better planned to attend to the day.

For example, during the void of course moon time feels slower.  It gives us more time to relocate items we thought had gone lost.  Completing projects is also great energy during the void moon.  Often beginning new things on a void moon isn’t supported and we are often frustrated, call the day “busy” or have to re-do something.

So look over the materials, think on the supporting questions, and then look for more information in the following weeks to support and expand this very basic knowledge.

This information as it is is just the foundational pieces.  Just wait until they begin to move and you have this giant astrological mandala in your head like I do.  🙂


































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A Vocabulary Without ‘WEIRD’

Weird   noun   1. FATE, DESTINY; especially: ILL FORTUNE   2. soothsayer

Soothsayer  noun  : someone who makes predictions about what is going to happen in the future. (prognosticator)  there is the origin gnostic again!

We have been given a language that cast spells.  Think twice before you use the whirrd (word) – WEIRD.  This word has turned up everywhere, has it not?

Stop this word cold turkey and choose another.  You are casting ill fortune because you couldn’t come up with a more specific definition of what your thoughts generate.  Listen for it during your day please.  Take that journey.  Check yourself.  Quit WEIRD.



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Bunny Beads

Rabbit poo is my current fertilizer.  My landscape is sprinkled with Shiva Shambo bunny beads. They safely add nutrients to the mycology underfoot in the soil.


I’ve been unsuccessful over the last few days posting blogs onto WordPress because my work just disappears. My poo post is a test – and a bit of retaliation for ghost work.


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Balsalmic Moon


Anyone who shows up for their massage having any alcohol in their system will be turned away.

Anyone who shows up for their massage beer in hand will be shown the door.

Anyone passing judgement about cannabis use will not be given a second thought.

“If you haven’t tried it lady, don’t knock it.”

Anyone posting a job in Washington indicating a pre-employment drug screening including Marijuana as one of the drugs not allowed will not be given a second thought.

As a licensed professional in Washington state providing massage – I follow the CHABA.  Cannabis Health and Beauty Act.

I’ve been stoned in every moment of time since 2012. I have an acquired deformity of the neck with permanent ligament instability.

I run my own business.  I am a mother who feeds their children organic non-gmo foods.  I do not vaccinate just because.  The ‘doctor’ presenting reason to vaccinate must stake his career on the need.  I show up to school on time to pick up my kids and volunteer when possible.  I show up early and prepared to my appointment. I donate.  I pay my taxes.  I create things.

I do not take EBT nor receive benefit or compensation for my disability.

I pray for you and you don’t even know it.

Wellness, not intoxication.

The balsalmic moon is the time when messages arrive from spirit.


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Daydream of Future

Gratitude.  Change the tides.  I’m dreaming a new dream.

As it is, I have to pay to play – I’m tired & I quit.

The daydream of future is BE PAID to play.

Gratitude offers us opportunities to SEE blessings.


What if someday we were paid to attend events at what we are worth? 

“Gee Mrs. Swanson we are so grateful you came to our space today and shared your energy and time and what you are trained to do with us.  Thank you for coming – here is your paycheck, and then also my gratitude…in the form of more than I anticipated for exchange.” 

Here is ALL of the “normal accepted payment for service”, and then we are grateful so we give you more.

Imagine a group collective seminar.  The group exchange of energy is one of gratitude.  The group attendees are honored and then given payment for their coming.


In these times, in order to attend a live healing event, we have to pay to play.  You like other healers?  You must pay the money game before you start.  Then you are just a vendor.

Who then, decides who IS a healer?  Whoever takes the pre-event cash vendor payment.

That then would make EVERYONE a healer.

So why even go to a doctor if you ARE ALSO a healer?

If he is, so am I.

I want to make it clear I don’t call myself, healer.  I KNOW how to work with the energies of increasing vibration.  I work in tandem with energies greater than myself.

As a licensed massage practitioner in WA, I could get a job working under a “doctor” or inside a group practice with LAC and DC and other LMT.  They OFFERED me $30/hour for my effort.  They make an agreement with their people that THEY will be paid, and then I will be given a percent for my time and what I was trained to do.  So I touch THEIR person for 50-55 minutes and there is an agreed amount for that time-on service ($65-75 around here).  Then at a later date, I am given my earnings of the percent of the time.  I did all of the work. They pimped out my service and I used their equipment, air, space, and people so I must pay part into the collective.

If I took the offer, I’d honestly fixate on what is not working – which isn’t healthy.

When using insurance, the insurance company decides the reimbursement you receive.

I get ONE(97124) code for medical insurance billing.  ONE.  I cannot give myself a raise $$$ with those terms.  ANY other physician’s clinic can charge for everything, the building , the staff, the equipment, the time AND what the “doctor” was trained to do.

1 simple Emergency room visit used to cost $99.  In 2017 it cost avg. $2000 – $500 before you leave the building.  At earning $30/massage I would have to do 66.6  massages (non-stop hands-on hours) before I could have $2000.  If I worked 4 days/week doing 4 massage each day it would take me 4 weeks to make that amount of money.  For a massage person, that is close to full time.

That is 16 hours a week for a month focused my personal time and energy on serving someones wellness.  That is what my time and energy amounts to – paying off the hospital.

After 10 years of service and college loans I cannot pay back for this choice of career – this information can no longer be swept under the rug.


The insurance company decides.



In my daydream, they are all grateful.  They dangle buckets more cash for my service than anyone. They provide ME with healthcare so that I can then turn around and deliver quality care to my people because I AM grateful.  My efforts are living gratitude.

In my daydream I am paid abundantly for my TIME AND WHAT I WAS TRAINED TO DO. 

Above and beyond income = above and beyond energy.

Tune into the things in life that have REAL meaning.

gratitude stone


When you receive a massage from someone earning a paycheck to pay the bills, the healing energy is different.  They bring personal motivation.

When you receive a massage from someone earning income to turn around and spoil you again and again with – the energetic comes from a different place.  The healing then comes forth.  Gratitude begets gratitude.

I have a clear heart and clear vision.